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don't want to talk about it.
Cliff disappeared on me last night.  He sees an opportunity and takes it.  We looked stunning together, we showed up together, and then he was gone.  Drunk, found someone else, and I was left managing the kids.  Crying, clingy kids.  I knew where he was but I couldn't join him, couldn't join her either, because they were drunk and I wasn't and I'm a responsible fucking person.  I don't know how I'm going to recover from this.  Less trusting?  More bitter?  That's how I feel today.  Embarrassed.  Disregarded.  Disrespected.  Knocked down to chambermaid status once again.  I wanted to get to know her, too.  Now... I don't know.  I just want to be alone.  I'd rather be celibate than deal with this shit.

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I'm so sorry sweetness (hugs)

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